Existence

by Brady Arnold

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You don't exist to me at all!!! You don't exist to me at all!!! You don't exist to me at all!!! You don't exist to me at all!!! You don't exist to me at all!!! You don't exist to me at all!!! You don't exist to me at all!!! You don't exist to me at all!!! You don't exist to me at all!!! You don't exist to me at all!!! You don't exist to me at all!!! You don't exist to me at all!!! You don't exist to me at all!!! You don't exist to me at all!!! You don't exist to me at all!!! You don't exist to me at all!!!

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released October 7, 2016

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Brady Arnold Dayton, Ohio

I am a DIY solo artist, making music since 1993. The style of music is progressive, pop, industrial, and experimental. When I say DIY, I really mean it! I record myself, I write my own stuff, and I play all my own instruments. Sometimes I even build the instruments too! ... more

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Track Name: The End is the Beginning
I will only hurt you, and you will only hurt me.
These secret obsessions that feed a life on the screen.
The season is changing, and time has run all out.
Radio silence only goes to feed this doubt.

Another stupid tale of broken love it seems.
The aches and pains of a lonely boy who'd forgotten how to dream..
I'm moving way beyond it all, just wasted time.
Searching for every fragment to remove them from my mind.
Track Name: The Trade
The scales remain offset as a silence befalls this land.
As I look down to you I know the time of judgement is at hand.
And I know when it's done it is done, once I pull the trigger of my gun.
The transformation of a life that will never be undone.

I'm trading my heart in for a lock without a key
I'm trading my sole in for a fate that will never be
I'm disappearing as the darkness takes hold of me.
Your fading away now with a world I no longer see.

The fires of the night burning out of control.
As I gaze to the other side I feel a heat in my sole.
And I know when it's done it is done, open fire with the light of the sun.
The transformation of a life that will never be undone.

I'm trading my heart in for a lock without a key
I'm trading my sole in for a fate that will never be
I'm disappearing as the darkness takes hold of me.
Your fading away now with a world I no longer see.
Track Name: You Don't Exist
You don't exist to me at all.
I'm moving way beyond it all.

Catching myself avoiding the corner of the screen.
Don't look at the thumbnail, cos you don't exist to me!!!

This is the way out no? Yes!
The end of pain and doubt... I guess.
On the fence I guess.

You don't exist to me at all.
I'm moving way beyond it all.

Cos you'll never hear this song.
And I know time isn't very long.
Track Name: Looking Outside
Hurdling closer towards the end of this life that I've known.
Looking outside I dare not venture out into the unknown.

I feel I'm under some kind of spell.... that I just can't override.
Will I break free only time will tell.... Before the end of the line!

Looking outside I see a world that I was banished from turned away.
Lovers moving easily through what appears to be an impossible maze.

Will I get another chance.... only to run and hide.
Will I be confined to just a glance....From my window inside.

I think that I am having a no life crises here.

Looking inside I scan across the battlefield for signs of life.
Empty spaces of freezing air landscapes of snow and ice.

I feel I've wasted all my life.... Stuck at the starting line.
Wake up nobody there in the night.... Just me I'm stuck inside!

Looking outside I see all things that I have missed fade away.
Curtains drawn I retreat to a land of make believe hide away.

Was there ever a one for me? Or did she fail and die.
Telling myself this is only a dream... Emotions thrown to the side!

I think that I am having a no life crises here.
Nothing to do but to watch the days slowly tick away....
Fade away...
Track Name: Pass My Eye
The girls waving hi, but I'm on the other side.
Visions that pass my eye,
wonder what you see when you die?

These are the things that hit me at night.
I wake from my sleep and I start to cry.
I find myself in forgotten times.
The things unspoken that I keep inside.

The haze fills my eyes. Everything turns to white.
Only sound and sight, give in to the night!

Falling from the edge of a mountain side.
I ache in my sleep with a twist and rhythe.
And someone called to me, but I just can't find
the passage to the door of the other side.

These are the things that hit me at night.
I wake from my sleep and I start to cry.
I find myself in forgotten times.
The things unspoken that I keep inside.
Track Name: Stay With Me
Materializing female form makes her way to me.
Coming through oh so clear in this night time scene.
A page from another life so different from what is real.
Loving embrace angel face, everything is revealed.

But the walls start caving in, this all may be coming to an end.

Stay...... with me! Please don't fade with the morning light!
Stay...... with me! I cannot fight against the tide!

I lock this vow to see you again, I won't let them take you away

Stay...... with me! Come with me to the other side!

Hello again, I knew you would return.
The dream is changing to let the passion burn.
Your eyes cut holes in me, tearing out my sole.
I'm helpless in this dream giving up my control.

But now you're disintegrating by the light of day, oh god please....

Stay...... with me! Please don't fade with the morning light!
Stay...... with me! I cannot fight against the tide!

I lock this vow to see you again, I won't let them take you away

Stay...... with me! Come with me to the other side!
Track Name: Pass Me By
Echoes of voices, shadows from the past.
The inevitable fate of love that never lasts.
How do you start when you feel completely drained?
Sitting in the dark feeling helpless and insane.

I cracked the mirror with just one glance.
Every year slowly running out of chance.
What's the point when we all fade and die.
I turned around to see my life....

Pass me by...
Pass me by...
Pass me by...
Never had a life cos I never even tried, this thing cold love just passed me by.
Pass me by...
Never had a love cos I never even tried, this thing cold life just passed me by.

Broken pictures and fading memories.
The cliche girl feeding my jaded tendencies.
How do you start when it always ends the same way?
Living in the dark with memories that bring me pain.

I cracked the mirror cos I just couldn't stand.
The image of an isolated aging man.
What's the point when we all fade and die.
I turned around to see my life....

Pass me by...
Pass me by...
Pass me by...
Never had a life cos I never even tried, this thing cold love just passed me by.
Pass me by...
Never had a love cos I never even tried, this thing cold life just passed me by.
Track Name: Locked Inside
I'm stuck on a ghost ship, stranded at sea.
Tentacles of sea creatures reaching for me.
Locked inside and now I'm suffocating.
About to break there can be no more waiting.

Swimming in a barrel a trapped and helpless prey.
I'm living out a nightmare in the middle of the day!
No need to run the enemy is already inside.
He's playing on my deepest fears inside my own mind!!!

Running scared with no safe place to hide.
A fully stocked torture chamber inside my mind.
I can't live inside this skin, I can't survive outside.
The man upstairs must finally have me in his sights.

Run all day, run all night, run until the demons are far out of sight.
Fight all day, and fight all night!

Finding a lifeboat I take to the open sea.
10 story tidal waves crashing over me.
A panic war against the greatest enemy.
From horizon to horizon all I see is their weaponry.

Pull me out!
I'm locked inside!
Wake me up!
I'm locked inside!
Track Name: Beyond it All
I'm moving way beyond it all!
I'm over the edge I start to fall!

I'm moving way beyond it all!
I'm over the edge I start to fall!
Track Name: Firing Line
(Prisoner #0164)

I saved you from the firing line so many times before.
But now I think I want to.... go through with this for sure.
Finger above the delete key, oblivion awaits.
But what will become of you when you pass on
through the golden gates?

Banished from existence? Shattered into dust?
Will you live on in eternity in a harbor of loving trust?
This stupid obsession of mine, has got so out of hand.
For too long I've been flying blind, and I think it's time to land.

Out there in the rain, hoping someone would notice
that it's me that needs to be saved.
You don't really know pain,
When you're the object of all their affections,
and the queen of the new age.

I saved you from the firing line so many times before.
But now I feel the need to.... shake things up for sure.
I made you because I wanted you only to myself.
But now you've cut your strings,
and I can't keep you on the shelf.

No more future potential? Killing all that could be?
Will you survive this nightmare, or will it end in tragedy?
This stupid obsession of mine, has got so out of control.
Tonight I'm going to end this, and I'm coming for your soul.

Don't look back! Into the fire you will go.
Melting away now, burning away your flesh and bone.
The ashes rise into the air and get carried away.
The black water fills the room and washes away the pain.
All is gone leaving not a single trace.
The darkest corners of my mind erase your face.
You don't exist to me at all!
You don't exist to me at all!